Why i have nothing happy about to post up on my blog? why must everytime is the same problem?
why must i so sad n disappointed for him?
just because of he doesn't care about me? whatever i done for him,he never care about it...
In facebook, he always leave comment on his friends' and housemates' page..i can bet v him,he never go see my profile page to have the curiosity to know what im doing? how i feel today and what problem i've got for this past few months until that nite i was beg'ing him to leave some comments on my wall to make me happy...I've to beg for him man~ what is my status in his heart? I sick,i din take meal,he wont care oso...that day,he sit in front of laptop watching drama for whole day long,n i've to suffer inside the room...promise me wan to bring me to see doctor in the afternoon,but he was watching drama and shout at me ask me go eat something n go sleep while he is sitting there watching movie...
i really dont understad why he can treat me until so "tidak apa"? anyone can tell me? Is he my bf or my normal friend? the most important thing is he will give alot of reasons and excuses , convince me that he is not purposely doing like this...
but let me ask u ppl a question, if u have got interested in someone,will u go n view his/her page? to see any changes any wall that he/she post up? honestly will u?
why i got this kind of BF? My heart very painful and i feel very helpless...
