My Crazy Fren

Have u ever heard the line " 它(virus)跟那个anti-virus fuck merr...." ," 有一天我死了记得买 'Justea' 来拜我 k?"...
This is my BESTEST fren : Chicken NingS (the main reason she is being called so is due to she is a Kia si person)

She is the most carefree person i've even seen... She never pretend ... She'll show her passions and tender loving care to her frens who is in need ... I cannot guarantee everyone can feel in the same way as I do,but at least this is the way she treat me, never show her FAKEness in front of me...

Ning Ning kia

I Love u & Thanks for accompany me most of the time when i need a close fren to share my everything~!

Hamsters

Before we came back to KL, chye n I went to Chou Tian Yang Aquarium to buy Hamsters...
we chose 1 male n 1 female,coz chye said "1st of all ,different sex will have stronger affinity towards each other,so they wont get bored. 2nd of all ,he said they can make love if they were too bored..." <--- this shows that weird master will have weird pet....  >.<"   {pervert}

The following photos were taken during on our way coming bek from penang and they are so excited!!

Keep running running~ keep running running~

hmm~ one of them tired d.... or maybe got nausea due to long distance traveling =s

"Let me out! Let me out!"

16th Nov 2009

“If I’m a STORM WARRIOR”

If i'm a Storm Warrior I'll organise a commitee and teach all the members with all my kung fu (martial arts) and protect people against the Evil one....
besides that i can also collect as many members as i could and then collect registration fee,member fee from them,so that i can earn money...rm50 monthly fees,den i dont have to worry about my rental next year.. *phew~
Especially guys who know martial arts can use it to show off in front of the gals that they like (khao lui) or as a weapon to protect girls that they love ...
 

This is the pose when i fight with the "Devils"

Howling at the New Moon

This is my first time to join the mini contest and i am such a fan of twilight! I love this movie and this is gonna be a awesome movie!! My friend told me that Naffnang has a lot of mini contest and one of it is to win the Twilight saga:New Moon screening tickets, so im here to write about what i like in Twilight Saga.

First of all, Edward is soO cooL (cannot wait to see him in the movie), im so anticipated!!

I cant stop myself from keeping imagine that how if when im watching the movie half way, Edward is sitting beside me~ ^.^  
Second of all, a couple that love each other so much must not be seperated...they must be together and there is no other reason to seperate them...jz like Edward & Bella..Edward falls so passionately in love with Bella ...  so, it's undeniable that when watching this movie, involuntarily my mind,my feeling will be dragged into the movie and it goes along with the story line...

现在终于明白，你爱一个人但不代表哪个人会爱你~

郭静 - 明白
作词：王雅君 作曲：王雅君

你说了一万遍的你爱我
你说了什麽我都懂
因为爱很久 所以我都懂

可是我发现没人能永久
就算我们曾勾勾手 还是会寂寞
没有你之後 我才明白的更多

你看着我来 我看着你走
生命有太多分分合合 难免要承受的痛
你看着我来 我看着你走
就算捂住耳朵 我还能听见你呼吸的温柔

你说了一万遍的你爱我
你说了什麽我都懂
因为爱很久 所以我都懂

可是我发现没人能永久
就算我们曾勾勾手 还是会寂寞
没有你之後 我才明白的更多

你看着我来 我看着你走
生命有太多分分合合 难免要承受的痛
你看着我来 我看着你走
就算捂住耳朵 我还能听见你呼吸的温柔

你看着我来 我看着你走
生命有太多分分合合 难免要承受的痛
你看着我来 我看着你走
就算捂住耳朵 我还能听见你呼吸的温柔
就算我会心痛 你的好永远都填满我心中


爱一个人如果付出太多，当另外一半从不为你着想，让你感觉到你对于他只是普通朋友时，那感觉很辛酸。。。

世界上最笨的女生- 非我莫属

被打，被骗，还是那么深爱着他。。。这究竟是为了什么？ 我是为了他而活吗？值得吗？
同样的问题环绕着我，无法解开，也不知道为什么自己那么执著。。。
当我鼓起勇气决定放下时，他才叫我给他多一次机会，我应该怎么做？
还没有定性的他，还要玩玩，就连我们的感情也只是玩玩罢了。。。
到底，他还爱我吗？他还适合我吗？ 我好想念他，喜欢他，却不能让他知道。。。同时，我又伤心，难过因为一次又一次的被骗。。。
我好难受，有几次想睡觉就永远不要醒过来了，可是，因为他，我失眠足足1个月了，只是靠着安眠药睡觉。。。他永远都不会知道，永远不会去理会我到底有多辛苦就为了迁就他。。。他要喝酒就喝酒，他要到处认识女生，跟她们拿电话号码我都没有权力管。。。
我该怎么办？

Is he worth me to wait for him?

Stop challenging with me, I lose most of my patience on you!! Everything i can change because of him,according to what he wants ,but he never care about my feeling... Im so upset with his attitude... Why must Frens come 1st instead of me? why ask me go back hometown, in fact i came here so far juz for YOU! u wan spend more time v ur frens, need personal space, everything i gave u...but end up, u nvr appreciate !!!
everything u promise me,u nvr make it...whenever u met ur frens,u forget about me... even a call or msg ,u nvr send even one ...n I'm da 1 who waiting like a donkey... How many hours? How many days? I tot i can wait forever, but until now oni i realise, U r not the right person n u dont deserve to let me wait for u!!

Lonely girl~

Why i have nothing happy about to post up on my blog? why must everytime is the same problem?
why must i so sad n disappointed for him?
just because of he doesn't care about me? whatever i done for him,he never care about it...
In facebook, he always leave comment on his friends' and housemates' page..i can bet v him,he never go see my profile page to have the curiosity to know what im doing? how i feel today and what problem i've got for this past few months until that nite i was beg'ing him to leave some comments on my wall to make me happy...I've to beg for him man~ what is my status in his heart? I sick,i din take meal,he wont care oso...that day,he sit in front of laptop watching drama for whole day long,n i've to suffer inside the room...promise me wan to bring me to see doctor in the afternoon,but he was watching drama and shout at me ask me go eat something n go sleep while he is sitting there watching movie...
i really dont understad why he can treat me until so "tidak apa"? anyone can tell me? Is he my bf or my normal friend? the most important thing is he will give alot of reasons and excuses , convince me that he is not purposely doing like this...
but let me ask u ppl a question, if u have got interested in someone,will u go n view his/her page? to see any changes any wall that he/she post up? honestly will u?
why i got this kind of BF? My heart very painful and i feel very helpless...

当然也有开心的时候。。。

缆车

棉花糖

当然，不是每个时候都吵架。。。 一想起开心的事，就会开心。。。这也是我自己安慰自己的方法。

开心也要过一天，难过也要过一天，那为什么自己那么笨，而选择消极的来惩罚自己呢？

他想要什么，只要不过分，我觉得我应该给他。。。他快乐我不一定快乐，不过至少他的自由不受到约束，我也不想要重蹈复测，让同样的悲剧再次重演。。。但如果我觉得他真的不是我想要的或是不能再让我开心，至少我会在被他伤害之前离开他。。。这可能是阴影所造成的。。。

ps: 我真的很希望有一天他会看到这些我所记载下来的点滴，希望他知道我想要的是什么。。。不难，只是基本的需求而以。。。犹如生物依靠空气生存的道理一样，不能缺。。。

但是，我知道他却像空气一样，不需要任何东西也能存在载着地球。。。

奢望他给我更多。。。更多他的注意，有错吗？还是只有电脑游戏可以活在你的世界？我输了吗？

经过这一个星期，我才发现，什么东西是我想要的可是却得不到。。。永远永远都得不到。。。可能是我要求太多，还是我想得太多了。。。

“人比人” 永远都比不完。。。 就像我班上的一位同学告诉我说 ：“你那么喜欢和以前比较，那为什么还接受他和他在一起？”

我只是希望他多关心我，记得我说的话，最重要的是记得我们俩一起相处的时间。。。

你是否能够告诉我为什么你那么健忘吗？是属于我们俩的时间和一起过什么，你统统都忘得一干二净。。。 当我知道你从不记得我们所做的每一件事时，我的心。。。纠着，好疼，好失望。。。 我们还是情侣没吗？

你是喜欢我吗？还是你只是喜欢爱情？喜欢出去时有一个女生在你声旁，手让你牵着，腰让你搂着，再向朋友炫耀说你也有女朋友，你只是喜欢“拍拖”这种感觉吗？

一个星期，呆在家里，我知道你很闷，你玩DOTA 和足球电脑游戏我都没哼半声反而在旁边陪着你，看着你玩。。。而且还在你身后独自玩了起来。。。直到昨晚在我回家前，才告诉你我的感受。。。

我不住址你玩是因为这是每个男生都会做的事，男生都爱玩电脑游戏，我给你空间，我更希望给了你私人空间后，你会多陪陪我，和我一起做我想做的事。。。

好希望你能够看到我在这里所发泄的心情，可是我知道你懒惰游览这些网站。。。

如果我有许愿盒可以让我的愿望实现的话，我想许一个愿望 ：但愿我们回到四月五号前，当我们还是很好很好的朋友，你还是那个很关心我的- 亲爱的~

Coupling Reaction : 情侣间的化学作用

自从我们开始的那一天到现在，我们都没有为对方做过什么能让对方开心的事。。。反而，才短短得两个月内就开始争执与埋怨。。。
在这么短的学期内，不但要把学业顾好，而且我们俩的感情也必须维持在最佳状态，不是一件轻松的事。
其实，问题永远都在如果我们都不能把事情说出来。。。
[自由] 仍然是一个问题。我想给他自由，我也以为我做到了，可是他却要求的更多。
[对不起]是他做错后向我说的话。
为什么当一个人想得到想要却还没到手的东西是都会拼命去争取，可是得到以后却不会好好珍惜，错过了才后悔或者再赖对方给他太大的压力，这是人的本性吗？还是每一个男生都是一样的？
感情对我来说只有真正付出才是值得的，可是当对方觉得你很烦，常常‘绑’着他，使他的自由受到大大的威胁时，我觉得，他也一样会选择放手。。。那为什么要拖拖拉拉呢？
是我不够坚持吗？ 还是太爱他了呢？

09/03/09 - Once In My Life

This can only happen once in my life time...
09/03/09
Altho I got the surprise 1 day before but it really surprise me...
Today is my 21st B'day, and also is my 1st time i said THANK YOU to my MOM for giving birth to me...
THaNKz MOMMY!!! I love you!
Sorry and please forgive me for what i've done wrong before...
A lot a lot.... Plz forgive me for dont dare to confess everything to you in real life... I know Im bad... Im trying to be a gud kid... But to avoid from getting scolded n lectured, i've to choose keep silent...
I hope Next life if the God allow us to Re-born, I hope we can exchange our character I wish to be your mother,so that i can take care of u and Give all my Love to YOU- Mommy.... I lOVE YOU!

Cocoon~

Im new, Im fresh on here and also in this world,just like a cocoon turns into a beautiful butterfly...
Leave the past and look forward,there are more exciting one is going to happen in our future~
It's no point in thinking about yesterday,it's too late now and it wont be the same....