有朋友说过，在这一天，不只是一个庆祝的节日，也是纪念他们的神所为他的信徒们所作的牺牲和复活之日。。。我不是什么基督教徒，不过以前有参与过，所以多少都知道一些些。。。
以前，都和其他人一样，都会做什么交换礼物的。。。可是，就在去年，认识了一个笨蛋，从未收过他的一份礼物，现在的我，也不会期望收到礼物。。。可是，我还是会照样把我自己的心思做出来，送给朋友们。。。 慢慢的，我想我也会习惯吧？
为什么把自己描写得那么可怜兮兮啊？最近爱上了手表，要不要向妈妈撒娇，要一个啊？呵呵！！ 好卑鄙哦~
这一次，常常往槟城来回，刚好圣诞夜还在家乡，都不能和朋友一起出去。。。
嘻嘻！写到一半，突然间想到去年的31/12写的部落格，光阴似箭，又到了今年的年为了。。。好不舍得哦！一眨眼，又毕业了！！！ 哈哈！！
Thursday, December 23, 2010
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Envy
Everytime I scanned through my facebook homepage, I could see those comments and shoutouts posted by my friends and my cousins to their bf/gf... I started to think,who am I? why I cannot be like them? Carefree...
I'm just a girl like you people out there, what I want is just a simple relationship with my love one. However, what are those matters that actually hinders me from having a simple relationship as others are having?
Honestly, I doubt my confidence,also your feeling towards me...I could see you are trying hard to convince me and gain confident from me towards you. However, I don't feel secured sometimes just because I get ignorance from you in public and i've to pretend nothing happened...
Envy, I always envy on those couples who can be so carefree ^^
They are so sweet ^^
sometimes, I'll console myself with your text msg... The only one msg which can only make me feel comfort was "holding your hand and walk along with you,to take your car..." --- definitely you forget this ,but I r'mbered it altho' it no longer in my inbox....
I think, it's time for me to grow up... thought I've learned from my previos r/s, I thought i've already grown up...the truth is...I'm still a <3 failure~
I'm just a girl like you people out there, what I want is just a simple relationship with my love one. However, what are those matters that actually hinders me from having a simple relationship as others are having?
Honestly, I doubt my confidence,also your feeling towards me...I could see you are trying hard to convince me and gain confident from me towards you. However, I don't feel secured sometimes just because I get ignorance from you in public and i've to pretend nothing happened...
Envy, I always envy on those couples who can be so carefree ^^
They are so sweet ^^
sometimes, I'll console myself with your text msg... The only one msg which can only make me feel comfort was "holding your hand and walk along with you,to take your car..." --- definitely you forget this ,but I r'mbered it altho' it no longer in my inbox....
I think, it's time for me to grow up... thought I've learned from my previos r/s, I thought i've already grown up...the truth is...I'm still a <3 failure~
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